Blog of an Odd against Crowd

Sometimes I want to turn and walk away, And start everything over again, So that I can forget I ever knew you, And can live in a world with no pretend… But as soon as I open my eyes,  I feel tears rolling in them, When I stay alone I feel you near, And with you my happiness reappear… I will never forget you, Because I chose to remember you, I remember the way we were, And everything you said and I felt… I live your loving memories every day, And I wait for night to begin, When I will be with you, and only you, When we will be together again… AnSh

Wrote it sometime ago; guess I haven't posted it here earlier, hence sharing. जब कोई अपना दूर चला जाता है, तब ही क्यूँ वो दिल के करीब आता है, जब हम बात करना चाहते हैं उनसे, तब जाने क्यूँ एक डर सताता है, डूबे रहते हैं बस उनकी ही यादों में, पता नहीं कि वो भी याद करते हैं या नहीं, ख्वाहिश होती है कि देख ले सामने उन्हें, पर क्यूँ ये दूरियाँ आ जाती हैं हर बार, रहना चाहते हैं ज़िंदगी भर साथ, पर क्यूँ ये वक्त फिसल जाता है हर बार, क्यूँ देखना पड़ता है हर बार मुझे ही, बिखरते अपनी ज़िंदगी को....बस यूँ ही... AnSh..

A broken heart is not just broken once, It keeps on breaking again and again. The rivers of love keep flowing steadily, But with no direction to follow, When no one appears there to take it, Love turns into tears and start go down, It’s you, for whom all my love is, It’s you, whom I want to see there, But why you are not here anymore? Till the time I felt you always around, And always found you with me, Then why you are not here tonight? Not a day went without your thought, When I laughed and walked with you, When I hugged and kissed you, And when I cried with you, Not a single night I remember, When you didn’t came to see me in my dreams, I just want to see you tonight, I want to turn my gloom in to debris, I know you will come tonight, I know you will save my heart from shattering, I know it all will be over tonight…. AnSh

Often in the nights I look at the sky, And I start thinking that why I love you? But I never get any answer, Just because the list is too long… I love the whisper of your voice,                      I love the warmth of your touch, And many little things you do, Make me love you so much… I love the way you always support me, And always help me when I am in blues, You always truly care for my emotions, I really love when I see your devotion… I love the moment when you look at me, I love to see when your eyes shine, When we sit together side by side, I feel complete with immense pride, So many things I see in my dreams, And I love it when you see the same… I just want to be lost with you forever, That’s the only dream I always see… I can fill many pages writing about you, I can go on for days saying about you, But nothing can express what I feel for you, All I want to say is….... I love you, and will love you forever an